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Replace This UnderstandingAs it leaves this perpetual view A sense of disarray takes hold A torn smile in the weakest of times They will, as time has cried to you You retain this mire in your eyes For this is all your mind has witnessed In this insanity you have revealed The only home to be defined It will retain your innocence And take all that you’ve gained As you recede from every emotion
When you arrive we are still Staring as a first response In wonder and fright Never to understand Unless we enter to listen Whispers fill the halls With questions neve Replace This Understanding
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A Scream of LossA silent announcement gathered from hope Of understanding and softness From a home structured in imagination We chose these words from simple minds And chased away the ideas of humanity A smile to grace their mouth
From thoughts in which they strain They look to us for secrets And we expect nothing more We are staring with wonder As to how these minds have withered
And with this bitter touch of frost That they have become a part A whisper will pierce the depths And we will only look for this moment As each backward step reveals once more This sta A Scream of Loss
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The Obscure Has GrownThis is one to see in others An identity so hidden
From a single drop of those left still We loose once this takes upon us A sense of deprivation and despair This offense of a being
Looked upon as such Not as what is, but a joke to block A smile now diminishes the existence Of a beauty known by death There is hatred left of no description Alone in this world to discover truth After hope we have one A longing for another
Which has to come after this This fear now lingers and erases all Now left to look among the others As a single drop is l The Obscure Has Grown
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This Rest Is Among The FewI once thought this time clear
As days before dreams Now a passing of thought Which arrives among those before I have watched these mirrors I have turned away existence Thinking of what to gain A truth arrives with ages For these colors will turn And once an eve shall fall We have rested insanity So as I watch and keep These images still and sound My heart gains a weakness With the cold and sharp And my dreams accept me
To a human known to one A comfort in night With memories strung as none One vision and nothing more Is n This Rest Is Among The Few
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A Sky of Tomorrow

Tue Dec 9, 2008, 7:48 AM

This morning I woke up to a somewhat empty feeling, which I eventually saw coming. Then, to my surprise, an incredibly relieved feeling followed. I have been faking this for far too long and although I wish it would have happened long ago, at least it did. Saying goodbye to friendships are always hard, especially when it is one of the two you have left. However, at the same time I knew that there were no real characteristics there that fall under a those of a friend. It had gone some time ago and sadly I have wanted it to end for quite a while.

About five years ago I was in a completely different mind set from what I am in today. I had so many friends that I couldn't even give you a number and everytime I would go out with them I would meet more and more. However, what a true friend would possess is far from anything these people would ever have. Five years ago I also let my family down almost everytime I went out, because of lies telling them I was going one place and not the location they wished me not to. As I look back I would definitely change the choices I so mindlessly made, as many people always say. However, it was also these events that have made me realize the person I will never again become. Every friend from the past is gone, and although it seems sad to me sometimes I also realize that I am growing more strength and independence as each day ends.

Right now I am waiting on my acceptance letter from the College of Nursing, hoping that this is exactly what it is. And if it is the opposite I will try as best I can to not give up on it. I want to do whatever it takes to accomplish this dream. I feel that I truly deserve this, because it has taken me three years to figure out the path I want to take and nothing has felt as perfect as this one. I keep thinking how hard this will be and at some points I know I will feel like this is not what I want. However, I will only be here for one life and in this one I want to achieve as much as possible. I know I can do this, it is just the part which involves me keeping this mind set that is most difficult.

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Interests: Reading, Piano, Poetry, Relaxing
Favourite movie: Dead Poets Society
Favourite band or musician: Nightwish, Trivium, Alter Bridge, Poets of the Fall, Enya, Goo Goo Dolls,
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*DaemonGFXvoid Oct 22, 2009, 6:49:27 AM

Thanks for the

I really means alot

sorry i haven't replied before no i have been busy, again thanks

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*Ernesta-Von-Obap Sep 28, 2009, 2:05:13 PM

thank u

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~Aniviel Sep 10, 2009, 6:13:37 AM

Thank you for the fave!

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~MaccabreGFX Jun 30, 2009, 10:59:35 AM

Thank you for the fave !

~Archangelofruin May 23, 2009, 12:45:27 PM

For someone who never really attempted writing in the past, I am astonished at how mature your work is. It seems almost natural for you to write your thoughts down. You should really do it more often.

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~Unpredictablefortune May 26, 2009, 12:17:40 PM

Thank you sweetie, I would really love to do it more. I actually miss the English classes I was taking in school, maybe I should sign up for more and I can take them with you!